Post by Broni on Sept 20, 2009 7:06:21 GMT -5
Hey guys I've decided once again that the only way to get fics planned, written and posted, was to jump straight in rather than sit on them and second-guess all my decisions. So here we go, another multi-chapter fic for you There will be another one to be posted shortly but I thought I'd start with this one.
As usual, I hope you all like it! And yes, this one will be more angsty than anything else. I apologize and hope you like it anyway
Title: Fight Or Flight.
Author: Broni.
Rating: R.
Spoiler: AU.
Disclaimer: Don’t own them.
Summary: Some things just can’t be forgotten, but can they be forgiven?
~*~
Martin checked the time on his watch once again, omitting a heavy sigh as he made a mental list of everything he still wanted to get done today before leaving.
He was due at the gym soon for a personal training session and was looking forward to it, but it was Saturday. He had a whole list of things he wanted to complete before Monday came around. So far, he had completed one of them: do the dishes. Aside from that, a pile of dirty clothes were still sitting on the bedroom floor and his work shoes were dusty thanks to an on-foot pursuit Friday morning.
All of that remained untouched and would remain that way until later that afternoon. It was a depressing feeling but putting it off was fine for now. It meant the afternoon would fly by.
Tying up his running shoes, he frowned as he heard whistling coming from the hallway outside his apartment.
He felt terrible knowing that someone had moved into the empty apartment next door to his and he still hadn’t gone over to introduce himself. The people in the building were friendly. When he moved in, many of them stopped him in the hallway or out the front on the stoop and had a conversation with him, introducing themselves and asking about him.
But he hadn’t done that so far. He felt terrible, but his job always kept him busy. It was a bad excuse but it was the only reason he had. Maybe now he should go out and say hello? Even though he wouldn’t be able to talk for long, just seeing their face and making them feel welcome would be good. He could always stop by later tonight. He knew where they lived.
He checked his watch and grabbed his gym bag, getting ready to head out. Ensuring the apartment was secure and nothing could burn or cause havoc while he was gone, Martin headed to the front door and headed out, ensuring it was locked behind him. Glancing up and down the hallway, he frowned as he saw the back of someone down the hallway near the staircase.
From what he could tell from this angle, it was a woman, but she was bent over staring down the staircase, whispering the name “Patches” rather urgently.
He walked up silently behind them, not wanting to startle them though having a feeling he would either way. “Hey there, need some help?” he offered.
When the person stood up to face him and he caught sight of the blonde hair, the smile quickly fell from his face. “Martin,” she whispered, her voice soft, almost like a gasp.
Martin was sure that his face showed perfectly the shock he was feeling at seeing her. She was here? What was she doing here? His heart leapt up into his throat and he knew instantly that today was going to be a bad day, and the one after that, and the one after that. She couldn’t possibly be his new neighbor… could she? Maybe she was visiting someone?
So many questions popped into his head, he didn’t know which one to think through first. He couldn’t manage to take his eyes off her, either. Her hair was long and golden, just as he remembered. Her eyes were a deep brown, still with those specks of gold around the pupils. Her skin was possibly a little bit darker than he remembered. The only way he could tell was that her freckles didn’t stand out as much.
What was she doing here? What was she doing in New York City? Did she know he was here? Was she tracking him down for some reason? What was there for them to talk about? He could only imagine what was going on that would bring her here. It was far too coincidental that she came here without knowing he was here first. It didn’t sound likely.
How was it that she was standing in front of him right now?
He certainly didn’t see it happening when he woke up this morning.
Martin didn’t even notice that quite a few silent seconds had passed between them, during which all either of them could do was stare at the other in stunned silence. Should he say something? Why should he? He wasn’t the one in the wrong with all this. She was the one who left. It shouldn’t be him to reach a hand out first and offer her the chance to explain.
There was no way he was ready for that, let alone today. “What are you doing here?” he finally breathed, knowing it was the stupidest thing he could say but it was all he could think of.
“I uh… I just moved here,” she breathed, her wide eyes not moving from him, moving over his form, much like his were to her.
“In this building?” he guessed with a sinking heart.
She nodded weakly motioning to the apartment door next to his. “Yeah, 3C. You live here too?”
“3B.”
Samantha sighed. “Right.” She offered him a small smile but he knew it wasn’t genuine. He knew her better than that.
He nodded towards the staircase, unwilling to ask her any of those questions rapidly firing through his mind. “What are you doing?”
“Oh, I was looking after Edna Rowsthorn’s cat and he’s run away from me.” She turned and checked the staircase again, but there was no cat in sight. “She warned me not to let him out.”
“He’s not a cooperative pet,” Martin explained with a knowing nod, glancing at his runners for the briefest of moments before his eyes leapt back up to her. “You’ll probably find him down in the laundry room.”
A light chuckle escaped her lips and he forced himself not to smile at the sound. It was once heaven to his ears. “You’ve looked after him before I take it?”
“Once or twice.”
“Thanks for the tip.”
He shrugged weakly, not taking her gratitude to heart. “Sure.” He cleared his throat softly. “When did you move in?”
“A month ago,” she explained. “I’ve only been living in the apartment for about a week. I was away on business, that I had to take care of.”
“Business,” he breathed softly, wondering what that could be code for, but he didn’t ask further. “I guess that’s good. Welcome… welcome to the building.”
Her eyes met his and she smiled softly. “Thanks.” He could see something on her face, and it wasn’t happiness though she was trying to be that way. She looked awkward, certainly, and maybe a bit startled, too. This was the most awkward encounter they’d ever had. He knew that he couldn’t wait to get away. Was that an awful thing to think?
They stood in silence for another few seconds, the quiet between them suffocating. It was hard to believe there was a time in their lives when they could barely keep quiet. It all changed and nothing could alter that fact. He wished they could go back to those times. If there was one thing he didn’t like, it was being around people in awkwardness. It was frustrating.
And especially around this woman, he couldn’t stand it. But nothing could change it. That specific event that was the catalyst to their relationships demise had happened, and her reaction to all of that couldn’t be made different. This was what they were left with, and now that she was living in his building, and right next door to him, they had to live with it.
How? How in the world was this going to work?
Clearing his throat softly, Martin glanced down at his watch. “I have an appointment to get to,” he breathed, offering her a tiny, forced smile as he gestured to the staircase.
“Oh, right.” Samantha stepped aside and as he walked past her, he inhaled and felt his heart flutter at the familiar scent; strawberries. So much time had passed yet so many things had remained the same. “I guess I’ll see you around.”
“Right, yeah.” He quickly made his way down the stairs and when he was one flight from the ground floor, he leant against the wall and took a few controlling breaths.
Knowing that he was alone without anyone to peer over his shoulder, or that she was anywhere near him, he pulled his wallet from out of his sweatpants pocket and rifled through the photograph pocket. There were only three photos in there, and the one at the very back was quickly pulled from its prison and brought to the light of day. Lack of sunlight had faded the color slightly.
But he could still see her beaming smile and though the whiteness of her dress in the photograph had faded, the brightness of it from that sunny day was ingrained in his memory. Her blonde curls danced down her back and the pink, yellow and white flowers of her bouquet brought her physique to life. He had never seen something so beautiful in his life. His wife on their wedding day.
Now that she was back, he wasn’t sure how it was going to change things. They had a lot of baggage. He had let her walk away and got on with his life the only way he knew how. He had gone through his own dramas and conquered many hurdles that her absence left him with. He couldn’t go back to that time for so many reasons. He only hoped her presence wouldn’t bring their baggage back up.
Quickly pushing the photograph back into its holder, Martin stared at the floor, gathering himself for what he could sense would be a tumultuous future ahead. He clutched the banister and quickly trod down the steps. Now, time to get some frustrations out at the gym.
As usual, I hope you all like it! And yes, this one will be more angsty than anything else. I apologize and hope you like it anyway
Title: Fight Or Flight.
Author: Broni.
Rating: R.
Spoiler: AU.
Disclaimer: Don’t own them.
Summary: Some things just can’t be forgotten, but can they be forgiven?
~*~
Martin checked the time on his watch once again, omitting a heavy sigh as he made a mental list of everything he still wanted to get done today before leaving.
He was due at the gym soon for a personal training session and was looking forward to it, but it was Saturday. He had a whole list of things he wanted to complete before Monday came around. So far, he had completed one of them: do the dishes. Aside from that, a pile of dirty clothes were still sitting on the bedroom floor and his work shoes were dusty thanks to an on-foot pursuit Friday morning.
All of that remained untouched and would remain that way until later that afternoon. It was a depressing feeling but putting it off was fine for now. It meant the afternoon would fly by.
Tying up his running shoes, he frowned as he heard whistling coming from the hallway outside his apartment.
He felt terrible knowing that someone had moved into the empty apartment next door to his and he still hadn’t gone over to introduce himself. The people in the building were friendly. When he moved in, many of them stopped him in the hallway or out the front on the stoop and had a conversation with him, introducing themselves and asking about him.
But he hadn’t done that so far. He felt terrible, but his job always kept him busy. It was a bad excuse but it was the only reason he had. Maybe now he should go out and say hello? Even though he wouldn’t be able to talk for long, just seeing their face and making them feel welcome would be good. He could always stop by later tonight. He knew where they lived.
He checked his watch and grabbed his gym bag, getting ready to head out. Ensuring the apartment was secure and nothing could burn or cause havoc while he was gone, Martin headed to the front door and headed out, ensuring it was locked behind him. Glancing up and down the hallway, he frowned as he saw the back of someone down the hallway near the staircase.
From what he could tell from this angle, it was a woman, but she was bent over staring down the staircase, whispering the name “Patches” rather urgently.
He walked up silently behind them, not wanting to startle them though having a feeling he would either way. “Hey there, need some help?” he offered.
When the person stood up to face him and he caught sight of the blonde hair, the smile quickly fell from his face. “Martin,” she whispered, her voice soft, almost like a gasp.
Martin was sure that his face showed perfectly the shock he was feeling at seeing her. She was here? What was she doing here? His heart leapt up into his throat and he knew instantly that today was going to be a bad day, and the one after that, and the one after that. She couldn’t possibly be his new neighbor… could she? Maybe she was visiting someone?
So many questions popped into his head, he didn’t know which one to think through first. He couldn’t manage to take his eyes off her, either. Her hair was long and golden, just as he remembered. Her eyes were a deep brown, still with those specks of gold around the pupils. Her skin was possibly a little bit darker than he remembered. The only way he could tell was that her freckles didn’t stand out as much.
What was she doing here? What was she doing in New York City? Did she know he was here? Was she tracking him down for some reason? What was there for them to talk about? He could only imagine what was going on that would bring her here. It was far too coincidental that she came here without knowing he was here first. It didn’t sound likely.
How was it that she was standing in front of him right now?
He certainly didn’t see it happening when he woke up this morning.
Martin didn’t even notice that quite a few silent seconds had passed between them, during which all either of them could do was stare at the other in stunned silence. Should he say something? Why should he? He wasn’t the one in the wrong with all this. She was the one who left. It shouldn’t be him to reach a hand out first and offer her the chance to explain.
There was no way he was ready for that, let alone today. “What are you doing here?” he finally breathed, knowing it was the stupidest thing he could say but it was all he could think of.
“I uh… I just moved here,” she breathed, her wide eyes not moving from him, moving over his form, much like his were to her.
“In this building?” he guessed with a sinking heart.
She nodded weakly motioning to the apartment door next to his. “Yeah, 3C. You live here too?”
“3B.”
Samantha sighed. “Right.” She offered him a small smile but he knew it wasn’t genuine. He knew her better than that.
He nodded towards the staircase, unwilling to ask her any of those questions rapidly firing through his mind. “What are you doing?”
“Oh, I was looking after Edna Rowsthorn’s cat and he’s run away from me.” She turned and checked the staircase again, but there was no cat in sight. “She warned me not to let him out.”
“He’s not a cooperative pet,” Martin explained with a knowing nod, glancing at his runners for the briefest of moments before his eyes leapt back up to her. “You’ll probably find him down in the laundry room.”
A light chuckle escaped her lips and he forced himself not to smile at the sound. It was once heaven to his ears. “You’ve looked after him before I take it?”
“Once or twice.”
“Thanks for the tip.”
He shrugged weakly, not taking her gratitude to heart. “Sure.” He cleared his throat softly. “When did you move in?”
“A month ago,” she explained. “I’ve only been living in the apartment for about a week. I was away on business, that I had to take care of.”
“Business,” he breathed softly, wondering what that could be code for, but he didn’t ask further. “I guess that’s good. Welcome… welcome to the building.”
Her eyes met his and she smiled softly. “Thanks.” He could see something on her face, and it wasn’t happiness though she was trying to be that way. She looked awkward, certainly, and maybe a bit startled, too. This was the most awkward encounter they’d ever had. He knew that he couldn’t wait to get away. Was that an awful thing to think?
They stood in silence for another few seconds, the quiet between them suffocating. It was hard to believe there was a time in their lives when they could barely keep quiet. It all changed and nothing could alter that fact. He wished they could go back to those times. If there was one thing he didn’t like, it was being around people in awkwardness. It was frustrating.
And especially around this woman, he couldn’t stand it. But nothing could change it. That specific event that was the catalyst to their relationships demise had happened, and her reaction to all of that couldn’t be made different. This was what they were left with, and now that she was living in his building, and right next door to him, they had to live with it.
How? How in the world was this going to work?
Clearing his throat softly, Martin glanced down at his watch. “I have an appointment to get to,” he breathed, offering her a tiny, forced smile as he gestured to the staircase.
“Oh, right.” Samantha stepped aside and as he walked past her, he inhaled and felt his heart flutter at the familiar scent; strawberries. So much time had passed yet so many things had remained the same. “I guess I’ll see you around.”
“Right, yeah.” He quickly made his way down the stairs and when he was one flight from the ground floor, he leant against the wall and took a few controlling breaths.
Knowing that he was alone without anyone to peer over his shoulder, or that she was anywhere near him, he pulled his wallet from out of his sweatpants pocket and rifled through the photograph pocket. There were only three photos in there, and the one at the very back was quickly pulled from its prison and brought to the light of day. Lack of sunlight had faded the color slightly.
But he could still see her beaming smile and though the whiteness of her dress in the photograph had faded, the brightness of it from that sunny day was ingrained in his memory. Her blonde curls danced down her back and the pink, yellow and white flowers of her bouquet brought her physique to life. He had never seen something so beautiful in his life. His wife on their wedding day.
Now that she was back, he wasn’t sure how it was going to change things. They had a lot of baggage. He had let her walk away and got on with his life the only way he knew how. He had gone through his own dramas and conquered many hurdles that her absence left him with. He couldn’t go back to that time for so many reasons. He only hoped her presence wouldn’t bring their baggage back up.
Quickly pushing the photograph back into its holder, Martin stared at the floor, gathering himself for what he could sense would be a tumultuous future ahead. He clutched the banister and quickly trod down the steps. Now, time to get some frustrations out at the gym.